Game of Thrones

I'm probably the last person on this planet to watch Game of Thrones. But anyway.

This drama is an artwork. Everything looks cruel, but pleasant. A piece of art should make you think.

I've just finished season 2, the whole plot is so fucked up yet so realistic. Basically, the world nowadays is just the same. Violence; discrimination against women and men; people with the throne becoming a different person.... It's a mess. It's more horrifying in the reality, because people think modernity rationalise the world.

Of course, of course. But I'm very sorry to disappoint you that "being rational" could also mean that people know how to plan before they act. They can make bombs before they attack you; they can declare war on you when they are prepared.

We are all in the Game of Thrones, either participating, or being the chess for the game.

Sorry for being emotional.

What for?

Tough month.

I was in my last semester of college and of course what I should do is to try my best for the insignificant-yet-seems-very-important grades.

To be fair I became really, I mean REALLY lazy as technologies became portable gadgets. Why bother to study when we can find everything on google? Of course there's something google can't do e.g. Ethics, politics... But why do we have to memorize things when we can check them online?

Lazy people came with a new conclusion. I was frightened because I am becoming lazy that I thought everything I "ask" the internet is true. I should shut my face now bye.

Stream of consciousness started again. No structure at all and irrelevant blog title, there you go.

發牢騷.鬧情緒

總是在矛盾中遊走

時而快樂 時而傷心
時而懶惰 時而努力

每到晚上 總是好想一個人 靜靜的
每到下午 卻總是很討厭自己一個人
喜歡寂寞 又喜歡熱鬧

喜歡花 卻討厭蝴蝶
喜歡草 卻討厭昆蟲
喜歡動物 卻又喜歡吃肉
喜歡大自然 卻一直無意中破壞它

這是甚麼邏輯
在我的生命中 每天也在發生的事
怎麼都這麼荒謬

溫飽

從小就喜歡音樂，也會突然地瘋狂喜歡一個歌手一隊樂隊，一喜歡就是好幾年。
喜歡聽不同的音樂，先是喜歡R&B，後來喜歡搖滾，前陣子好喜歡acoustic，而近日則特別喜歡country。

找不到想買的唱片，會整天都感到不舒服，會睡不著覺，整個人很desperate。而這件事的後果，是之後一天，連飯也可以暫時不吃（我十分喜歡及需要吃東西），捱著餓跑到唱片店買唱片，也不管自己有沒有錢，一買就是兩、三張，純粹為了安撫我的耳朵。
真衝動，又花錢，但是我不後悔，始終靈魂的飽足比較重要。
喂飽了靈魂的我，某程度上並不需要把胃喂飽，反正，自找的。

 我相信，音樂有一種力量，改變一個人、改變一群人、甚至是改變世界。
 此刻，心靈被填得滿滿的。

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